Voodoo
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Subject: Voodoo Question: Is there such a thing as Voodoo and if so is there a proper response to it? Explination: I had the following episode: I was in my bed after waking up from a dream I don’t remember well enough to document. I heard a noise coming from the living room. It sounded like someone moving or bumping into the furniture. I thought there was someone in the house. I lay in my bed afraid to move as the squeaking of the bed might cause the intruder to know that someone was there. I heard the person walking towards the bedroom. I then heard the person peeing in the toilet. It sounded like a man. I was still afraid to move. I was waiting for him to try the bedroom door as I lock it almost every night. To my surprise the door opened. I thought I must have forgotten to lock it. Later I realized that there was no light that came through the door as it would if the door was actually opened. The light did not pass the threshold of the door. I have the shama written on the door and the doorpost. I closed my eyes hoping that the intruder would think I was asleep. Some time passed and I decided to peak and see who it was. When I peaked I saw a man hovering over me. He was wearing a shirt the same color and style as an Air Force shirt. He had a rose and placed it on my chest. I reached down and picked up the rose. It was tangible and had mass. I could feel the thorns only they did not pierce me. I thought to say ‘It’s beautiful’ because it was. I was afraid he would rape me. He moved and was standing next to the bed facing the opposite wall. I was then afraid he might kill me as I had seen his face and the way he was standing. Instead I spoke “Who are you?” He responded “The Voodoo”. I thought the response strange. I then asked, “What are you doing here?” After that the person burst and vanished. After the episode I got up and took a shower. I check to see if the door was locked and it was. I have schizophrenia. However, untill recently the last 20 days nothing has been tangible before. The tangibleness of the episodes are differnt from my regular episodes. This leads me to think it might be Voodoo. I realized something that I had heard and had all but forgotten years before. On CNN in the bottom headlines I read ‘Michael Jackson hired some High Priest to perform Voodoo on Steven Spielberg and something like his fans or something’. I am a fan of Steven's so it might be Voodoo only I read that years ago. I think I'm finally afraid now. Afraid to wake up afraid to goto sleep afraid of consiousness. How am I supposed to feel?