World to Come
Question
I was baptized and confirmed Catholic, but finally decided to seek the truth on my own some years ago. Recently [over a year now] I began a new study of The Bible. Not just a ‘read’ - but an in depth study, including learning to work with the Hebrew and Greek languages. I expect I am a Hebrew at this point in my learning and understanding and moving toward being of similar beliefs as a messianic Jew or if you will... a ‘Jewish Christian’. Here is my 'problem’ or dilemma: As I have read and studied the Torah, and [I am up to Proverbs in my study] it seems over and over that God offers Man Earthly rewards - rewards of this world and of the flesh - I can't seem to shake this and I search more and more for a place where God CLEARLY promises eternal life with Him in heaven for love and repentance and obedience, etc. It seems to just not exist in the early Torah for all men…. Certainly, Moses and some others had this but... Was there no promise of eternal life until the coming of Christ? Why the dichotomy? Therefore - Do Jews believe in eternal life and WHY? Where in the torah is this [Eternal Life - Life with God in heaven] promised? Before Christ's coming and teaching? When does/where does God promise faithful, obedient, [repentant?] people a place in Heaven and everlasting life? I understand I am only part way through my study, but it just sort of nags at me that I'm going to not find it [these promises I refer to] before the coming of Christ... Thank you very much for your time and help and I’d appreciate any comments or thoughts.