Rectifying a Mistake
Question
this is a difficult question. i have a friend of mine that has been stricken with blindness - due to very high blood pressure in the eye. they are hoping by some miracle that she will get her eyesight back. this is an online friend, but i met her about 2 years ago when she visited nyc. when she visited, i "felt slighted" over something that she failed to do (we didn't meet at a certain time and day and she "ruined" my day). we met other days during that visit but felt very slighted over an incident. in my anger, i swore (and i don't actually know what i said) and screamed and yelled, etc., etc. not TO anyone, to myself. and of course H-shem hears everything. is there any thing i can do or say, that will reverse anything i may have said in anger? like a statement, that anything i may have said in anger that MIGHT have caused any difficulties, please forgive me, forgive her? SOMETHING? i am b-t and not too familiar with these practices. i am afraid that my anger and my words, although not heard by her or anyone else for that matter, may have had some bearing on her well being. i don't believe i'm THAT powerful that if i wish someone bad, it will happen. but i do know Hashem hears everything. please help me. thank you. judy-o