Wit’s End
Question
dear rabbi well i am at my wits end with life i have no direction or skills i work 12 hr days at a dead end job at a pizza shop as its cook im 39 yrs old have been divorced and have two children from to seperate women one of them i married and my first sons mother i did not my eldest is 15 my youngst 11 i was raised a roman catholic but i have not been to church for years im coming to just ask for some kind of idea were i can get some direction i know it may be a little funny for a non jew to come to a site but i feel a certian kinship with the faith you see i was raised in brooklyn and been around jewss my whole life my sister is married to one ive also worked for tri art pictures on flatbush ave as a child im very confused the stress is unberebale i want to bo a good man afamliy man but it seems im always in trouble i have no controll and also no ambition sleepless nights are normal for me i wish i knew what my lifes calling was i feel like a complete putz help me